I am taken aback from the very first time I saw you, you came in a form of an Angel sent only to save and protect me. As much as I wasn’t allowed to drool but I had to drool over you and I didn’t feel anything wrong about doing that and it wasn’t wrong at all. I remember you looking at my car, what a gorgeous mechanic, for you my car can be a skorokoro any day and I wouldn’t mind you coming back to check it. Those were the days, I had to dream about a total stranger and those dreams didn’t seem strange at all.
I remember that night when you had to drive me home, we park alongside the bridge and took few step, crossed over the bridge to our future, that night, the sky was perfectly blue, the stars were all shinning, the busy city was quite as if it was listening and honoring our steps, steps to the future and the lights were dimly shining like I have never saw them before it was a perfect night and I have even more of dreams about the stranger, everything was as perfect as you.
I remember the day when you told me you love me, mixed feelings came running to me I wasn’t sure if you are saying that because I led you to it or the feeling was really mutual. I can go on and on about this perfect person that you are but I choose to stop here, how can I forget when you stood by me when I couldn’t even stand for myself, you risked all you worked for and all you could possibly be just for me. After all that I was only waiting for one day one moment where you will ask me that one question, I already have the answer but I couldn’t answer until you ask me.
Within the blink of an eye, I feel like all I ever knew and saw about you was only a dream, a dream I wish I didn’t wake up from, a perfect dream. Now this reality is killing me, the face that was once glowing love and perfection is full of lies, I could even smell your lies from the distance, what a change, very messy change, how can you be a total opposite person within 24 hrs. This lying business is shifting us apart every second, I tried to reach out to you, to find answers, to see what could possibly be it that made you to take total 360 degrees turn from a person you were yesterday to a person you are today.
Is it that hard to tell me the truth, I know you and you know by now that I know you are not telling me the truth, what is it that Meme has against you Pheko?
Guys do you think Pheko and Thandaza will survive these lies? If you were Thandaza will you forgive him for choosing Mirriam secrets over you?
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