I went to a friend's place recently and there was this gorgeous woman looking fly in skinny jeans or ankle-grabbers or whatever they call them. From the moment I went in through the door and laid eyes on her something moved within me. I could not understand or define what I was feeling as you can imagine I am straight woman.
I am as straight (at least I was..) and never entertained the thought of me being with another woman. I was so straight that I was completely comfortable with other women in my space and with lesbians. I knew who I was and I knew I was not into women. I mean I went to a girl 's school and yes there were people who hooked up and I was never one of them. I survived that as a teenager to fall in love with another woman in my late 20s....
The first time I saw her, I completely ignored what I was feeling but we kept checking each other out. At some point I think we were staring at each other for too long when I looked up my friend (the cousin) had this knowing look on her face.
The next time I saw her was where she worked (no I did not stalk her but bumped into her by chance). I was ready to grab her and tear her clothes off and just do adult things to her. I guess the feeling was mutual. She walked me to my car and she asked me how long we were going to play games and act like we don't know what ishappening?? Yhoo..she told me she was a lesbian and had been out since forever.
We went out for dinner that night, went to her place afterwards and radirana (we did each other...). In the morning when I woke up I felt a sense of euphoria, more intense that the feeling I would get if a national teal (like Bafana Bafana ha ha ha) won the world cup. I could not believe it -me, gay???
My Q guys is if we are all bi-sexual. I still love men and have had mind-altering orgasms from love-making with them. What has happened to me, am I unique, how am I going to tell the world, my parents???