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I watched and felt such pain… I could not believe I am part of the people that said “This is a social experiment. Let Richard stay and let’s see how far he will go with Tatiana.” Now, I feel such pain and sore I can’t believe it. It is just heart-wrenching for me to watch them and think of Ricki. It takes real courage and a whole other level of trust and maturity to do what she did. Let your man live his dream while you sit on the sidelines and painfully watch him declare his love to another woman...
Rita Love confession celebration!He even confirmed that he was serious in his confession to Tatiana that he loves her. Can you imagine the pain that Ricki is in, at this point? Watching your vows go up in smoke – and the entire world knows. Big Brother is global – Every country in the world is watching – it is not Bra Oupa and Sis Brenda around the corner and only their friends know. It is the whole globe.
Rita Massage I know most of us were and/or are still convinced it’s a strategy but at what expense is it? Is the $100 000 really worth the pain? When he wins and if he wins – Will she be able to go past what he did with Tatiana? Will she be able to kiss, hold, hug, trust and have the innocent adoration for her husband? Is this what through “thick and thin”, “in bad and good times” means? I keep thinking after you have been married 10 years - you have seen a lot - not 4 months! Maybe Ricki is a more mature person than I am... I don't know!
flower for my mistress!Is she still watching? Is she being told by friends and family what they see? Did she really expect this? Sometimes when you talk to your partner and ask hypothetical questions – they are just that! In your heart you know there is no chance they will be. Well, you hope. But seeing it like that! Seeing him giving her full body massages, kissing her, cuddling her, giving her flowers to cheer her up and confessing his love to her… Is another level, not hypothetical.
Rita Kiss and Tender momentsWhen he got saved this week from eviction, they held on to each other like I would if I knew my husband was leaving me for a lengthy period of time – I hold on for dear life! They were relieved he was saved; not for the fact that he is close to a $100 000 with his wife but that he was not leaving her to go to his wife…
Ricki HappyRicki looks like a lovely chubby person, a perfect plus size model kinda person. Tatiana is a model and actress in her real life – she looks great, dances quite well, and has this innocent and pure face that makes you want to save her. A complete physical opposite of Ricki; What do you do as ricki? Get a gym membership and starve yourself. Tatiana is an excellent actress if this is just an act, but she really seems sincere in all she does with Richard.
Honeymoon pictureEven for a big dildo like that – would you stay and save your marriage? Is it worth the humiliation and pain? I can’t stop thinking of my childhood favourite movie, Indecent Proposal, with Woody Harrelson and Demi Moore. I see Ricki and Richard going thru the same ish when he leaves the house.
Indecent ProposalI am really sorry, Ricki. I hope you do find peace and am not feeling what I am feeling now. Struus Gaad! I hope you see this in another way altogether and enjoy the money with your husband if he wins!
I know I may seem like an in-the-closet-African-Moralist but Oh! I am not even concerned about the morals on this – Just how painful the experience is… Peeps, you know when you discover a boyfriend or girlfriend was or is cheating on you - the pain! And when you know other people knew - the pain is even greater... THIS affair the
world knows...
Ricki, write a book - yours will sell better than Monica Lewinsky's book!